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Thursday, 16 January 2014Y
I owed you


Like I said on the caption above " I owed you", and I really mean it. To my mentor, please be nice to me although I didn't greet you warmly. Please make yourself comfortable as there is no worries. Please make this office like yours as you always did previously. Please be strict properly because you have your right to do so. Please be honest and please don't judge for my mistreat. Please take note people often judge people as people also helped people.Please let warmth our conversation like we owned this place.Please let's me pay my owes toward you by proving I am capable.
Please... Please..

Somebody owed you something uncountable in this world,
Knowledge gainer...

♥Pride Nana♥
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heart blue w/ glitter 14:55

Awkward Moment

As-salam and heypp.. it still not too late for me to wish you happy new year. How your New Year's resolution? Didn't it awesome right? Well, I knew it already. For me, it new year, new identity, new resolution and new clothes and new attitudes yet attributes. Who the hell we are to judge other mission, isnt it, in the same time we are a way left behind. I know it and yeah you knew it.  Today should be the best day in my life, MUST, because my favourite mentor is in,a biggest SHOUT OUT to her. But sadly, it happened conversely. Freak! As today is her 3rd day in the office, and the first day in this week I am in, she bumped into me when she entered the office. And I'm utterly SURPRISE+AWKWARD+ASHAMED+PRETEND TO ACT COOL. Blended into something I didn't know what it was, I was plainly said. "huh?......" the most unpredictably. I don't know how to react, turns mentally abused by some and seems like I have no idea which side to choose. Well, we got some arguments and cronies here. The things I don't know to deal was how to act naturally and be myself to those I should stand my own opinion about other without any influence by others. I don't like any biased, but, human tend to choose side.I wanted to welcomed her with a bright feeling but there something whispers in my mind, much like.."Nana is the double-faced and bla bla bla". Needless to say, negativity vibes conquered me. These vibes I never welcome but it always comes no matters what. I can see others eyes' staring like I am buttered her up.Well, I'm not that type. Don't judge me because this is not a court and you're not a lawyer to classified what my faults or crime I did. I should never influenced by those, they just part of my life, drawing some paths.And to her, my mentor, I am sorry, I am human too,I can't decide wisely the action to welcome you. Because I'm in dilemma too, people around scare me like I was doing something wrong went I greet you.

♥Pride Nana♥

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heart blue w/ glitter 14:43