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Sunday, 13 January 2013Y
Broken hearted

Ok,to start, there a lot of matters distract me so much. It was friendship matter. Hermm,,,Have you ever felt that sometimes you chose the wrong friends? I did, and I felt a big mistake to approached someone that hurt you the most. I try to accept any manners or bad behaviours of 'em but when come to something sensitive such as making fool of my family in  away that they thought amused, its really drives my madness. Just pretend that I never feel any resentment I bitterly swallowed it. I'm not a person who love a chaos line cross my friendship, but i think they just gone too far. It's not cool to make fool of your friends(the way she though it funny to uploading some pictures that inappropriate for me). I just feel sometimes it's better i never involved in 'em once but who am I to rejected them?I'm the one who cohort with, and I'm sometimes being a mastermind with them. So,there no way to turn back,or any U-turn in my real life. I just want to stop but they all I have. In fact, I scared of loneliness, the reality my pride is teared-up.it's true people said that,to built a friendship it needed a whole life,but to destroy it,it just need one second..(i couldn't remember the real phrase about it..)but at least you can figure out what I mean. I do feel angry but I just keep it because I think I don't want to be a person who always sulked, because I hate to relieve someone in sulked. I don't want to treat someone the way I hate to be treated. I had long taught of this matter,too sensitive,but when I asked others they said I have a right to angry with 'em because making fool of family is a biggest and sensitive matter. To my heart, I don't want to break you and they don't worth enough to break us,we deserve someone better. Just take it as it nothing compare to how they will lose a trust of their friend,won't we? Just to say that I love my heart beats normally. To heart, stop crying and stop being such a brat. You have fully grown in a body of someone tough to take a risks and riddles encircle of our life. 

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