Yeppi, We wish you very happy happy wedding day and you will good enough to be a wife..llalala..(nyanyi nyanyi dalam hati)...19hb saya pergi kenduri kahwin kawan kita si Mardiyah.. The wedding is quite simple and but atleast she can gather all base elements of wedding. Like, invite friends, throw a party and make love..(this is just kidding)..i was wore a confident brown dress..It was FOC from my sister, a gift from Bandong, Indonesia ..It was glad to see my friend being a queen sitting with her man that day.. I was sat at the floor hoping I can captured and photo snapped all the scene..But,all gadgets cannot compile what was seen in front of our eyes..Heeeee..Just make my words sound cheesy,hehhe..Here the picture..OK,let scroll down..
From left:it me,Mardiyah (queen of the day), Nurul Husna, Ika Sulaiman and Juriyah Mujarhi.
Ok, Take a look at a girl in the midst of us, She is my former classmate and roommate in my secondary school. I got no idea how can she be my BFF's (Mardiyah) cousin. Here the story begun, I sat at the living room where all the crowds were sat. Then, a strange voice called my name, frequently. Sound like "Shaza,Shaza,psst Shaza".."I just herm..it's not mine,don't you easily perasan"-monologue. Then, someone tapped me on the shoulder, it's her, and after a few questions were made, I just found out that she's the bride cousin from both of their parents. It's was my lucky coincident.
Then, as a LONG-TIME-NO-SEE friend, we take pictures and exchange our phone numb to keep in-touch.. Thanks God, you showered me with good things beyond everything..
Alhamdulillah..
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I got you scroll down peeps..
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Tralalala..It's done..Bubye...See ya..Ngee..To Mardiyah,You always be part of me,bestie..
I'm stick with you with or without your husband..Saranghea..
♥Pride Nana♥
Tuesday, 15 January 2013Y
my expectation is too high atau aku ker yang tlalu berharap?
Assalamualaikum..
Actually,banyak benda saya nak ucapkan,Pertama sekali, Alhamdulillah sbb family saya selamat pulang dari China,saya sangat mencintai mereka. Memang la hepi,till something cerita yang sunggoh kejam dan saya tak dapat nak senyum sangat berlaku..My sister teased me about my birthday gifts, I feel like a thousand of knives mencucuk dada saya. At first,saya berasa excited bila kakak saya cakap yang dia suruh saya balik then jumpa mak..Pastuh saya tanya, I wan't my birthday gifts,ok? it gifts not a gift..Then,she replied, How come,it just one present from me and one from mum.. Hurm,I felt my high expectation of gifts and souvenir is gone..I just feel i was abandoned..even this case getting worst as I feel that I am their lost kin..I wanted a special gift as my birthday present..not like the same souvenir with others.Rasa nak nangis pun ada,asa macam diri ini jenis kuat merajok la pulak kan..anak manja la sangat..Memang saya akui dulu I am a spoil brat in my family.Tapi sekarang keadaan da berubah sebab saya sekarang suka menyendiri dan kakak pun sukar nak jumpa saya my workplace distance.It's kinda barrier. Saya bukan tak syukur ke apa,tapi I got a very high expectation about my present since a day before the got their vacation,she'd said that she will get me a best present.I still keep that text ..."ok,budak kecik..I'll give you a best present you will ever got..." Kind of hope or something. Sekarang ini pulak da lain,dia cakap dia beli utk semua family.What?So,it's a souvenir,not a present..I felt sad.Where is the special if I got the same gift with others..I felt a bit jealous with my other part of siblings,they got bags,they got a gifts on their birthday,but when come to me,I got a present that equal to others.Are you kidding me sis?
My hope is no joke.I need my gift as special treat for my bday as the other siblings got it before.
you gave me a hope.
♥Pride Nana♥
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awak sunggoh annoying la.
13/01/2012 (as I am leave for my solat-girl prob I woke up late about 11.30 am)
Before that,1045 am
HTB(short form of Hubby to be):Morning..Ily..imy..emuuahha..Apa mimpi?
Saya hrmmmm..buat tak tahu..silent kan phone sebab saya kenal sangat peel manusia sorang nih..
then, a few miss called where made. Hurmm.. I almost killed my phone..Then, I switched off the phone and recharge both myself n the phone.. hehe..
--1130am--
Bangun bangun,saya terus kemas rumah..then buat apa yang patut..
0245 pm-unplug my phone charger.
++switched on++
HTB:Where have you been?
a few minute after, there a few miss called where made repeatedly.
Saya:Kat rumah.. Perlu ker miskol banyak kali?
HTB:Kenapa baru reply?
Saya:Saya tak suka awak miskol..paham tak?
HTB:Saya takut awak pengsan kat rumah..Tu la yang best giler awak nih..(alasan yang sungguh tak logik)
---silent fills the air----
Another shots of missed call. I'm getting annoyed.
Saya:Awak,saya tak suka awak miskol saya,,awak tahukan kepantangan saya.Jangan nak buat isu,saya tak nak gaduh.
HTB:Awak kenapa?Nak gaduh erk?
Lagi dia reply:Awak kat mana?
Saya:eii..awak tahu tak,bukan awak ajer yang saya nak layan dalam hidup ni..baju saya melambak lam washing machine,perut saya minta diisi..so takkan la awak tak paham keja sorang perempuan kot.Tiap hari gaduh pasal miskol,awak tak faham bhasa ker?(berharap dia baca dalam intonasi yang keras).
HTB: Petang nanti jumpa..(miskol lagi)
Saya:Awak ingat awak sorang jer boleh buat macam ni,ok nanti kalau awak nak jumpa saya,saya kunci gate rumah..supaya awak tunggu sorang2 kat luar..
HTB:Awak ingat erh..(saya baca text dia macam mengugut)
Saya:ok.saya ingat,petang nanti saya tak nak kluar la,,rumah saya kunci,there no access for you.
hurmm...inilah contoh kejadian miskol yang saya x suka sangat. Kitorang tiap hari begaduh pasal miskol..
Hari ini saya gaduh dengan Mr. hubby to be.. Saya paling pantang kalo orang miskol saya in a way to get me reply his text. You know kan, saya jenis yang bukan fokus pada mesej jer lam idup ni..banyak benda kena buat,plus, we are girl.. so there is no malas malas word in our life,maksud saya malas nih, nak bermesej jer 24 jam..heii..I am fully grown girl,so I need to cook for my dishes, I need to wash my clothes n I need to work out my muscles to keep fit.Kadang-kadang saya tak paham dengan perangai budak lelaki, entahlah kalau lelaki lain tak macam tu. Dia tahu saya paling x suka di miskol tapi kenapa yer.. dia asyik buat menda yang saya tak suka n paling saya pantang.. Saya ok jer kalo orang termiskol dengan niat memang nak kol, tapi kalau orang nak missed call dengan niat nak mendapat perhatian boleh blah la.saya bukan jenis suka nak berkepit dengan telefon 24jam.Sorry la sebab hari ini saya post rasa tak pueh hati den lam blog k..awak, awak tahu tak,awak tu annoying sangat hari ini..kenapa erk,awak tetap tak faham tiap hari saya marah awak benda yang sama..awak tak faham bahasa melayu ker.saya selalu cakap kalo saya tak reply maknanya saya ada keja nak buat.Awak nak saya cakap lam bahasa Korea, boleh..nanti awak jugak melopong tak tahu.Pa pun jam da pukul 4.30 pm, saya nak kluar dengan HTB ler,,hehe,,nak beli barang untuk hadiah perkahwinan my bestie, Mardiyah binti Mujarhi..
.♥Pride Nana♥
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Buku Yang saya Baca
Ok, rini saya nak cakap lam bahasa melayu la,.xnak la cakap bahasa orang puteh..orang puteh la sangat..semalam,kiter outing dengan encik hubby to be..Pegi Public book Store, teringat kat minah indon yang keja kat bawah office kitorang.. Dia penah tanya kalo boleh dia nak pinjam buku agama dengan saya, so as a muslimah,take this responsibility, saya pun cari-cari ler buku agama.. SO then, saya belek punya belek, rembat satu buku namely Tanda-Tanda Kiamat ,Tanda Kecil dan Tanda besar penerbitan dari al hidayah. At first, saya berminat dengan buku Yakjuj Makjuj tapi harga buku tu agak mahal (tengah bulan beb) so saya fikir next gaji saya nak belilah.Ermm..panjang la saya punya ermm..Korang ada rasa pelik tak kalau tengok orang yang bukan dari agama kita berminat nak baca buku dari agama kita? Saya bukan nak cakap yang benda ni mustahil,tapi penilaian saya tengok pelik jer bila tengok seorang yang saya tahu dia bukan dari agama kita baca buku islamik dengan kusyuk sangat. Don't judge me ok?i believe in Hidayah. Sebenarnya, saya kagum dengan seorang lelaki cina yang berada di tempat buku agama (islam la) dia baca buku tu sampai tak berganjak,since saya belek-belek kan, dia kusyuk sangat baca buku Yakjuj dan Makjuj. Mula saya tak perasan buku yakjuj makjuj tu,then bila saya tengok dia baca, I felt what? this is for real ? mcam tulah monolog dalaman dalam hati saya kan..nggeeee..He maybe a Christian who tries to dig about Yakjuj Makjuj( Gog and Magog)..Since,dalam Bible pun ada gak benda ni. So dalam hati penuh misteri dan wasangka bermonolog, ni pengkaji agama ker aper..Haraplah dia dapat hidayah lepas baca buku tuh. Perghh..it's not like I am not believe in miracle or such a thing.. saya bukan prejudice atau racist, tapi baguslah, mana tahu itu medium hidayah dia kalo dia baca buku tuh, Hidayah tu kuasa Allah kan?siapalah kita nak mempersoalkan.. Sekarang ini,saya tengah membaca buku yang saya beli, Saya pilih buku ni sebab hari kiamat kan tak pernah siapa pun tahu. So, benda benda ghaib inilah yang saya nak baca and fahami. Happy reading nana..
♥Pride Nana♥
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Broken hearted
Ok,to start, there a lot of matters distract me so much. It was friendship matter. Hermm,,,Have you ever felt that sometimes you chose the wrong friends? I did, and I felt a big mistake to approached someone that hurt you the most. I try to accept any manners or bad behaviours of 'em but when come to something sensitive such as making fool of my family in away that they thought amused, its really drives my madness. Just pretend that I never feel any resentment I bitterly swallowed it. I'm not a person who love a chaos line cross my friendship, but i think they just gone too far. It's not cool to make fool of your friends(the way she though it funny to uploading some pictures that inappropriate for me). I just feel sometimes it's better i never involved in 'em once but who am I to rejected them?I'm the one who cohort with, and I'm sometimes being a mastermind with them. So,there no way to turn back,or any U-turn in my real life. I just want to stop but they all I have. In fact, I scared of loneliness, the reality my pride is teared-up.it's true people said that,to built a friendship it needed a whole life,but to destroy it,it just need one second..(i couldn't remember the real phrase about it..)but at least you can figure out what I mean. I do feel angry but I just keep it because I think I don't want to be a person who always sulked, because I hate to relieve someone in sulked. I don't want to treat someone the way I hate to be treated. I had long taught of this matter,too sensitive,but when I asked others they said I have a right to angry with 'em because making fool of family is a biggest and sensitive matter. To my heart, I don't want to break you and they don't worth enough to break us,we deserve someone better. Just take it as it nothing compare to how they will lose a trust of their friend,won't we? Just to say that I love my heart beats normally. To heart, stop crying and stop being such a brat. You have fully grown in a body of someone tough to take a risks and riddles encircle of our life.
♥Pride Nana♥
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